Just before the lights went out   We sat up and talked about   All the things that we would be   I just wanted him to be with me      But he had a mind of his own   And he did not mind being alone   Left me there in our little world   Left me there like a little girl      He said don't get hung up   Hang ups will get you down   He said don't look back   Look up and then look around      That time I was feeling high   Like I never had to try   To kick myself up out of bed   Kick these worries out of my head      He said it's better this way, yeah   One day you'll understand   He said I'm leavin' today and   He let go of my hand      I know that I'll never see him again   I feel the same way that I saw him then   I know that when I get back on my feet   I will walk away from misery      What do you say when it's all been said   How do you feel when it's all been felt   Where do you go when it's all gone   And you don't care enough to carry on      Well, I say close your eyes   Look down deep inside   Someone is there for you   Someone who cares for you      Well, I know it's easier to say then do   Easier to look away than see it through   I know it's easier to think than feel   Easier to make it up than make it real      Oh it's hard to love   Oh it's hard not to love      Oh it's hard to love   Oh it's hard not to love      Oh now take me ther don't leave me here (x2)      Oh take me home and disappear      Oh oh oh no no no no no no