shes been holding me for 5 years friends but never lovers   thinking she was was next in line only to cut it as it hanged her   and ive said im sorry so many times   that im sure they have lost all meaning      you were so beautiful   i was such an asshole   thinking i could fool your feelings again   so know i stand here cryin   wishing you were mine again   knowing that its all my fault      she built a home for me in her eyes and a grave inside her stomach   if all goes well as you wish youll see my face in you by mourning/morning   and i never thought in just one kiss   that my world wouldnt change at all