Wrapped in the pain that you gave to me   I got lost inside the maze of my memory   Deep in my heart I die without cease   For my lover ran away to find release   And if I had to do it again   Would I make it right   And if I had to lose it again   Would I hold you tight   Forgive me I was blind   To the world outside   I was unkind   To the world outside of me   Feed me the right words dead to the world   For days on end I cried for my little girl   Scattered my ashes all over the sea   Curled up in the debris you left of me   And if I had to do it again   Would it turn out fine   And if I had to lose it again   Would I call you mine   To dream of a world made for me and you   Was such a lovely thing to do