always was wrong   best friend this is for you   words on paper that just fade to dust   they are not how i feel   i learned i can\'t express how i miss you   so i\'m gonna   gonna throw you all away   so don\'t even try to stop me   i\'ll be joining you soon   the doctor gave me the news   it doesn\'t look good   it don\'t look great   but then again   they said the same for you   would i change places with you?   would i trade the hospital bed for a windshield?   fatefulness   callousness   and sixty hundred words that come to my mind   that never took meaning   until now   pete...why did you have to die?         --------      For Pete Thomkins 1983-2000   I love you buddy...