Rinse me out, use me up, cuss me down, fuck me up   Rinse me out, use me up, cuss me down, fuck me up   They wanna rinse me out, use me up, cuss me down, fuck me up   Rinse me out, use me up, cuss me down, fuck me up      Sometimes when I'm on my own   And there ain't no one around I feel all alone   Laying in my bed I'm a nervous wreck   And I wind myself up until I'm vexed   Keep telling myself they're out to get me   And I ain't sure who, so I make it up   Come to my own conclusions I'm crazy   Start thinking up all kinds of stuff   Like, fuck my girl, I know she cheating   That golddigger bitch just thieving   Act like I don't care but I'm grieving   Start switching up for no reason   Told myself I ain't got no friends   Fuck my people, fuck my ends   No rational thought, I'm low   I'm paranoid, all I know is they wanna      And then I think about beef   Over the years I've had so much grief   Whole lot of drama in and out of East   Won't let anyone take me for a chief   And mans say they got my back   But it's really all just chat      Cause when it all gets on top   They leave me alone to scrap   And I went to the ends, heard whispers   Old friends chatting bout kidnapping    Now they hurt my pride and ego   I don't care about rap, I'm strapping   But the olders told me ignore it   Cause I really ain't got time for it   And the ghetto, I already saw it   I'm in the world now, I gotta explore it   I can't let 'em      No guts, no glory, no get, no gain   No love, no pain, I'm going insane   It's all too much for the brain   I'm so paranoid, I feel strange   And it's so long-range   Been too long, I gotta make some change   Fuck the world, I'd rather take some blame   Or I could just buy a platinum chain   Diamond rings and other shiny things   Maybe the bling'll help me maintain   Or at least that it help to explain   What's my path, am I in the right lane?   Why I feel so left out in the rain?   Why's it hard, it should be simple and plain   All I see when I'm in this game      Everybody wanna...