I wonder what you're doing now   Times I was your ruination   Now you're back      I see you got yourself a man   Who buys you everything your heart demands   You left me with a shot-up feeling   Something that was most revealing   I could see you were concealing   Something that you couldn't quite control      I wonder now, it's been so long   Maybe we could get along somehow   But then babe, would you notice me   Shrouded in your luxury abode   While me I'm out here kicking sand   Scrounging after all I can   How's it feel to see your real man   Struggling just to save his very soul      Don't tell me its out of your control      Take me to your dreams tonight   And maybe if the time is right you'll come   To me   And take me to the nursery   Drag me down for all your friends to see      But tell me, what you plan to do   When all your worthless dreams come true   Who'll be there to stand by you and   Soothe the pain that's eating out your soul      Don't ask me, it's out of my control