Staring out my window, I've trapped myself inside    Turned myself off from the world, from the people passing by      (prechorus)    If you were me, then you'ld see what I feel firsthand    But just like me, what you see you'll never fucking understand      (chorus)    I sit chain-smoking cigarettes watching my goldfish die    Just another reminder of how everything I touch seems to turn to shit    I have so many scars but they're hidden, they're for my eyes only    But maybe if you're lucky I'll show you the ones that you gave me      I realize that it's probably time to clear my mind and get you out of my head    But it's so tough to move on with your life when you can even get out of bed