I never thought that it would end like this   I never wished for this burden of mine    like a splinter I fall of every word that is said   a hopeless shadow in closing longing for my release      As I embrace the separation    of flesh and of soul   a placid life turns to dust    I will depart      Like a well within my deepest wrath   ripping through me like a plague of pain   bursting out my cage of glass    I scorn life      Sever my heart rip my soul   shred this useless life of mine    I can't bear these scars no more    I'm falling down I'm burning my soul    you can have this pain of mine   you can have it all I'm forever unbound      So many hours of fear loathing and remorse   entangled in this web of self-denial    like a venomous thorn in my heart    silence fell with eyes wide shut    failing the grace eternal