I'm using life      It's true, I don't mind if you leave      You're fated, I'm always relieved      I hope you understood the words unsaid      So many rooms inside my head      Too many different places      Sometimes I'm dying to be dead      Too many lovely faces      It's like a poison to me      I ain't what you see      I'm too scared to be      Won't you set me free?      Leave it all to be      I won't pretend      I'm not scared to death of being left alone      My love for you is still unknown      I'm getting closer and I use my wile      I crack the liar's smile      I won't just live my life to die      I'm getting high from being vile      There is no use to ask me why      It's like a poison to me      I see you drowning in my eyes      I crack the liar's smile      I wont just live my life to die      I'm getting high from being vile      There's no use to ask me why      It's like a poison to me