She doesnt defend me suspicion suspends me   Everything has to go her way   Take the best of me I want to see it thrown away   Cut off my upper hand I want to lose control      Completely surrounded I feel like Im nothing at all      So take my time dont respect whats mine   Cause I havent even thought of you at all      Youre not the first one to say that youre the last one to know   These costly decisions are now set in stone   and its hard so hard to swallow      The lack of resent the hate inside   could probably see out through my eyes   admit defeat this is nothing new   my alibis go on and on      Completely surrounded I feel like Im nothing at all      So take my time dont respect whats mine   Cause I havent even thought of you at all   so faithfully she looks up to the sky   without ever knowing why   heavens fall from grace   and its written on her