As I lie here the room spins around      I try so fucking hard to keep my feet on the ground      But alas BAM      BLING BLANG BLAM BLAM      The pain I scream does anyone understand      God and I walk hand in hand      The cloud is a dream of lapsed reality      Society's blind, open eyes, let them see      But my face is black my soul is scarred      My hate's held back - My soul is Barred      When I let go and set it free      There's nothing left - No you nor me      Just the demons we lock inside      Try to run Fuck there's nowhere to Hide      Let the pain overwhelm you tear you apart      Reach down my throught and rip out my heart      Now I'm free they can't reach me here      Locked away without pain or fear      Watch now as it all fades away      All the hate of tomorrow returns here today      It overwhelms me - one last scream      With the love of God I'm lost and overseen      The molten gates of hell beckon me      Only without God am I happy