What does it take to find my own peace    To stop the war inside my head    Let the past stay in the past    I can't judge you, you can't judge me    But that's not how it goes and it burns me inside    Melting my brain fire in my eyes    I let it eat away until there's nothing left    Insecurities get the best of me    Can't change can't get away always chasing after me    Won't change this is me always got a hold on me    It's like a ghost constantly stalking me    Can't ever see but I feel it there    One wrong move sets it free    And out comes the beast inside of me    I'll turn the best into the worst    Make a bright day turn ashy gray    Selfishness can be my best friend    My weakness until my end    My own weaknesses, my worst enemies    Always got a hold on me