A lost forgotten world of mine   Settles down into my spine   For now, it's here   For now, it's very clear      It's passing too fast   And taken from me   The time now at last   Is lost now to me   Aruba is gone and there's nothing to see   The pain I feel now it is taking my seed   The thoughts now depress, this is my blood and flesh   they are taking from me      A pine that guards my abode will disappear   My eyes won't see that there's nothing to fear   Today the time is near   But tomorrow soon is here      It seems all fake now   Don't like it at all   The lock on the door   won't protect my world      Dark clouds loom in my head   I take a long breath that   clears my whole entire   head and clears the fire   Time to say goodbye   A tear falls from my eye      Why?      I will vow and take it all back   Promise to my mom and all that   showed me how to live the way that   god has taught and I will bring back   Feel the way I feel, you want it?   See it gone? I kneel and pray that   I can finally get it all back   Don't get in my way   I see it