Alone in a crowded room   wondering what everyone is thinking about me   And I've second guessed myself   to the point where even my own heart started to doubt me   So I started running   till I couldn't feel my legs   Yeah, I kept on running   till I couldn't recognize   My own eyes in the mirror   As they stared right back   at the ghost I had become   I couldn't remember why I had started to run      I gave up…   No more running   Now everything is different   No, let me explain   You see, nothing is different   It's just I am not the same   Oh, if I could make a difference   If I could make one change   I pray to God just one soul could hear these words   So they won't have to feel the pain   of waking up every morning   fever sick and scared to get out of bed   Not knowing if I took in oxygen   would it just be one breath closer to death      And I've been there before   Barely living for a year or more   And I've asked myself a million times and I said…      "Can I live like this?"   "Yes I can live like this?"   "No, I must insist I can't live like this"