trying not what i'm used to    this time, i'll abstain my telephone   so my fingers won't obey, anyway      finding courses to act for another night   anything for the broken brain   take to the streets in another way   i go to best friend's girl's house   and this lady, haley's all under a hat   if we can talk for a while   she can break me down   and find      we're all just kids out looking for our own piece of mind   with every damn mouth telling us we'll never be fine   and so i'll scream   and sometimes all you got is your mom on your side   when you go back to the chains    from where you used to reside   i awake (in my sleep)   i'm awake (i still dream)   and it's always me   on my god damn knees      haley's so drunk, no way she'll remember    the twenty-second of '04 november   but maybe i will have these problems too   and drink like a fish that's over fed at the zoo   and if it seems to be the case whereas   i stay inside on rainy nights (in)stead seeing you      do not fall   it's not your fault   so with this shootout, let's draw      and it's always me   on my god damn knees   where's the upside please?   she's me disease      but oh no, here it comes around again   and i can only wonder what i do   to cause such complications and issues    (oh no, oh no)   okay i said it, what to do   i should be hung dead for the youth   i'm careless and frightened, and kind of exicted   so why you gonna kill me girl      well i know, i keep up this damn town   by singing for the night   and i felt i'd fall into bad ways   so i'll keep out of sight   ears are bleeding from headphones beating   no, i'll never go unhook myself from   my computer screen   no, this console's got me cooking   like an addict, we crave these things      so haley's not coming back, not for nothing   and even if i could make up for something   she'd still be right to hate me