shocked by the stress   mess in my head   finding out a way   to express   thoughts against   my enemies   this bitter hate   revenge       dim is the light   light of life       as do I live   so do I give   as do I live   so do I kill       just found a way   I kill - they pay   I'm on the road   to success   I hack I stab   they'll die in pain   everything I had   gone       when living turned to hate   revenge made me insane   values of life   in a body open wide       total chaos inside   only death will never "die"