I lie beside her in vain   I hide and try to run away   This life is becoming routinely fucked and gay   I've died and want to stay this way      I think my pain is wonderful   I hope It'll last forever   This shit has eaten at my soul   Me and you I would love to sever      I can't help it but I think I need something else      Push you out and take her from the cold   New pussy is a warm forgiver   Use it up and throw away the old   Suicide has never seemed better