Just another day with two empty hands   Drag me through gravel   Take me far from here   Too tired to use my wins   Just do not forget me   Breathe your arson breath   Kiss my cyanide lips   Bliss from a dead embrace   This is how we put an end to each other   Beg for yours   Beg for mine   Bleed again and I give in   Open your mouth   Open my arms   Apologetic death   I'm sorry that it had to come to this   I have grown so sick of this plague of insecurities   I can't trust myself to help myself   And these razors beg for skin   I dance in cold seasons   Numb hands from distant touch   It's not supposed to hurt this much and I don't know why   This had to be such a game of bleeding thoughts   It's too fucking hard to think about   Memories built from glass   I see you in my dreams more often   Eyes piercing mine   Dead weight, dead stare   Dead to the point that I cannot care   That you, that I   Watch each other bleed and love to cry   Fell in, fell out   Begged on broken knees and a swollen mouth   Held hands, held up   Took everything I have to give and then you gave up   It's probably not as bad as it seems   I am just stuck in my own worst dreams   The ones where you rip my heart from my chest   Come back for a kiss and burn what's left   What a goddamn nightmare   I'm still awake   In my own hell   This is not where I die for you   This is where i stop crying over you   I can't walk away   I'm bound here by hope   Tied here by memories   They hold me steadfast   Drown me in oceans of your failing hands   Subtle and delicate we live this dance   Motions of porcelain   Whispers to the stars   What has brought me this far   It was not supposed to be this hard to breathe,   It was not supposed to be this hard to breathe.