Sometimes in the back of my mind   I feel like something struck me blind   Blind to the path   Leading out of the forest   Losing my grip   I slip into the darkness   Searching for a trace of serenity   I find myself dwelling   In my own self pity   Either going up or coming down   Can I be the king   Or must I be the clown      [Chorus]   Let me tell you something about myself   I got problems only I can tell   Please listen to me I don't want to be   Confused anymore      I'll start today just feeling fine   In reality my sanity is on the line   Why can't life flow nice and easy   It's hard when happiness   Is there tease me      Try to find fun for a brief escape   Someone save me before it's too late   Tell me not to listen   To the voices in my head   Balancing factors I could use instead      [Chorus]      Who controls the matter   Of circumstance   Make my move and leave the   Rest up tho chance   Take my hand I'll lead you to a faraway   Place my friend and there   Forever we can say