this was our mistake   yet another horrible mistake   we've more than settled here   waging war, inciting fear      i'm trying to remember   just trying to remember   we are feeling so alone   we are feeling so erroneously alone   and i know what we have here   yes i know that we've got   the best thing going on      i'm trying to remember   just trying to remember   when we had control   when we let it go      why can't everyone   live out happily ever after   this ain't happening   don't fall to pieces now      i'm trying to remember   just trying to remember   heaven knows all my mistakes   heaven knows that i'm mistaken   heaven knows that i'm a freak   heaven knows what we are making here   everything we hold   everything we hold   everything we hold   everything we hold