I don't need this body which will only grow weaker and rot   Even though we could have loved each other forever   So that you'll love me this way always    I want to see your happy smiling face forever   When I swallow the capsule... that I always kept locked in my desk   We can kiss forever. How long has it been since then?    Without you in my world, the sun has set.    I've said goodbye to those around me one after another but,   I gave you a kiss as you slept quietly.    I've lived out the time without you, that can't be turned back   The memory tortures me, since then something new began.    The flowers we grew together back then    Now bloom in profusion beautifully by your side   Even a moment of joy pains me through this long night   With a cold knife to close my eyes eternally....