from the day my love began, I began to change   when I was just staring at you   you were always standing in that garden, looking lonely   as you stared at nothing but the scattering flowers      my unfullfilled wish made another wound in my aching heart   this reality bound up before my eyes still haunts me all the while   so that only the stifling atmosphere will   not forget me now      GARDEN wishing that someday I'll be able to meet you always   GARDEN in the midst of this passing season, forever... you will...      the sorrowfully withering flowers that have seen a thousand nights   in sepia your figure pictured      I want to forget, I don't want to forget, these contradictory feelings   subdued, I stand here all by myself   lonely, with only the snow to colour the scenery, but   still, always, so that I will not forget      I want to forget, I don't want to forget, these contradictory feelings   subdued, I stand here all by myself   time passes quickly, vanishing from reality, so that I will not forget   these memories