I'm waiting for the day to arrive    Just when I start to crawl again   I can't sleep because ghosts don't let me      Forget the lonely days   the gray and black, the lack of light    turn on this fucking bright lights and let me start again tonight      Dear ruthless mind,   I still feel pleasure in my own pain   And the time that passes by just make me feel more dead but I'm alive      Forget the fucked up times   When memories bite you like rats   I felt so dumb, and through the window I watched the clouds of sugar but tasted salty   And in the morning I'll be fine, just when I take my bitter drug of sad sad songs with punk rock rythms       Dear ruthless mind,   I still feel pleasure in my own pain   And the time that passes by just make me feel more dead but I'm alive      Between you and me there's only a few oceans we can still cross   Between you and me there's only a few lies we can still forgive