You know me so well now   There's nothing more to tell now   So you know all about my dad   And the fucked up life we had   If I cry you're scared that i   Might never lift my eyes      But when I’m hard   You say I’m cold   The walls are up the gates are shut   Well guess what   You're right   You're right   You're right   So just leave me alone      Now I’m five   And I know I’m alive   Cause I’ve been beaten and shown   And this is my home   I'll just go deep in my room   Far from all of you   All the tears I’ve saved for years   In wells of gold I drown      So now you see it's hard for me   To let them go so easily   You're right   I'm cold the doors are closed   So just leave      You're right I’m cold   The doors are closed   I've made my bed and you'll lie in it   And if I go down down down   I will take you all with me