I've tried to just blend in   In retrospect, I don't wanna fit inside your little coffin   It's so safe   But I don't wanna die a bastard   with no face      It's not fair   It's not right   They're so phony   I can't fight   The urge to throw up   It's hard to grow up when you're surrounded by assholes   Fuck you and you're letters      I've tried to just be real   It didn't work   I couldn't feel anything from anyone   I'm so scared   Cause I don't want to die a bastard   unprepared      It's not fair   It's not right   They're so phony   I can't fight   The urge to throw up   It's hard to grow up when you're surrounded by assholes   Fuck you and you're letters