And I can't force it out   So I'll try to beat it out   Shine a flashlight down   my throat   Later tonight, we'll watch the cars go by   And count how many need to check their brakes      Sometimes, my heart flies   But only when I am alive   These words are so unclear   I apologize, my dear      And you are desperate now   We'll find a way somehow   Somewhere to figure this out   I know   Later tonight, we'll watch the cars go by   And count how many need to check their brakes      Blue skies and lullabies   Holding onto your vicious lies   These words are so unclear   I apologize, my dear      I must have been crazy   To think that maybe   You would come and save me   So I'll just write it out and   Forget about it   Forget about it, forget      I apologize, my dear