I find it hard to shed a tear,   brought it on yourself my dear   and wrong, yes, I may be...   don't leave a light on for me   'cause I ain't comin' home   it hurts me baby to be alone      yes, it hurts me baby      a hundred years could never ease...   there are things I won't believe   I saw it with my own two eyes   all the pain, I can't hide   and this pain starts in my heart   and this love tears us apart   I'll finally get down, on my knees...oh yeah   ain't bendin' over backwards baby..not to please...oh oooh      'cause I'm seeing things for the first time   oh I'm seeing things for the first time   oh yeah I'm seeing things for the first time   in my life...in my life...yeah      and I used to dream of better days that never came   and sorry ain't nothin' to me...I'm gone and that's the way it must be   so please, I've done my time...lovin' you was such a crime   you won't find me down on...on my knees...oh no no no   won't find me over backwards baby..just to please..oh yeah yeah yeah      'cause I'm seein' things for the first time   I'm seein' things for the first time   seein' things for the first time   oh I'm seein' things for the first time   yeah seein' things for the first   for the first time...in my life, in my life...oh yeah...