Stained glass windows all around me   Watching as they fall down to their knees   Saying words I am not understanding   But, I know that I should be   Kneeling, praying, asking for forgiveness   Thinking of all the things I've done wrong   Hoping their god is out there somewhere   He's listening now   And all along...      And I'm told   There's a god in this moment   Watching over me   I don't know   Their god in this moment   But I know I'll try to believe...      Ten years, ten lifetimes older now   Watching, waiting, expecting that day   Knowing that I can't hope to imagine   The ways my life will change   Now I'm holding my daughter, she's sleeping   I'm staring down at a face just like mine   Knowing that from now on   Nothing matters as much as this   In my life...      And I know   There's a god in this moment   Watching over me   And I know   My god in this moment   And, I know I'll always believe...      Until the day you took away from me   the only thing that mattered in my life   Can't you see why I am angry with you?   I'm hating you for all you put me through   And, I don't know why inside this silence is deafening   You know I gave up everything for you   I followed you always, all along   God don't let her be gone   I'm lost without you...      But now you're gone and I'm fading   And I, I hurt in all these new ways   Though I'm praying you've gone   to a better place now   I just can't say...      But I hope   There's a god in this moment   Watching over me   I don't know   If there's a god in this moment   But, I know I'll try to believe...   God I hope   You're there in this moment   Watching over me   Can you show   Me you're there in this moment   Something to make me believe...