I hide myself in me and I always will    Overdose of reality has made me ill    Have I spent to much time alone?    I curse myself for being born       When everything drowns in black, there is no turning back    and I don´t want to be seen    I hide from reality, I´m scared like a child    don´t come close to me    There is no hope, no joy only anguish that bites    and cuts me like a knife    This is how it feels to be me, do you want to    take over my life?       Lift me from this abyss where I dwell    Please save me from my private hell    Don´t judge, just listen if I speak    No I won´t reveal it makes me weak       When everything drowns in black, there is no turning back    and I don´t want to be seen    I hide from reality, I´m scared like a child    don´t come close to me    There is no hope, no joy only anguish that bites    and cuts me like a knife    This is how it feels to be me, do you want to    take over my life?       Dark in room and I´m lying in my bed    trying to figure out when I became so sad    Is there a hope and a life for me    I need my dreams more than reality       When everything drowns in black, there is no turning back    and I don´t want to be seen    I hide from reality, I´m scared like a child    don´t come close to me    There is no hope, no joy only anguish that bites    and cuts me like a knife    This is how it feels to be me, do you want to    take over my life?