it's getting harder and   how can we go on   i might just stay here   i could just lay right here and die      but i'm going to fight      first i'm sorry   for the things i did   and that i'm human   so now that i've said it   let the past be   acknowledge me   i don't care what we are so long as we're speaking      now i'm heading north   past those things that mattered   could not ignore   but i still keep somewhere   and i allow   let drag me down   if it sounds strange to you   imagine what it means to me   it's just a day in the life   of someone who can't see      that it's a dead end there's no chance   i stay because it's you and me   but i'm dropping my expectations so lower   so be proud of me but spare me the details      go apathy   you've wasted all my time   oh jealousy   you just poison my mind   still assure me   of destiny   no if there's still a chance   you've made it harder to love me      admittedly   it's unattractive to say   all these things   fallen out of options   on your mercy   while my mouth bleeds   the mutterings of fools   who still believe in something   and i'd tell them the truth   but they won't hear it from me      and everyone they have been waiting for something   i promised them   so please tell me the things i gave up were worth it   cos i've got suspicions we're dying   with nothing to show      (chorus)   in the morning they'll wake up   they'll see what we've done   in the morning we'll wake up   they'll come for more blood   take us out let us in   show us where we belong   before it goes cold      (bridge)   it's just a device   one more day we're fine   and i want to have to pull myself out of this bog   to be something for someone an option for someone   but i'm such a wreck    i need you back   it's unattractive to say all of these things   i'm such a wreck   i need my friends   don't give up on me yet   still hard to face   the things she's been doing can't hear them    when everything feels like it's leading   right up to our end      (chorus)