From the first hidden image   To the time i was gone   All the songs that i hated   But pretended to love   As you spun your cocoon to alter me      You found my love devoid of feeling   And you forced the wounds   To force the healing   And you confused christ and science fiction      Let's pretend love again   And you would die   Without a light to lead you   I can breathe you   I just wish i could teach you to love      From the escapades that began with glass   Breath stopping short, hearts beating fast   And my insides would eat the rest      My face was a stage where you put on your play   Sabatoging my style and mocking my ways   And you confused love and your obsession   But it helped      On the sunshine mornings when you'd drive me to school   With my dead form   Forcing a smile to look alive   I'd stumble through hallways   Glance as i passed you   And we'd keep the secret between our eyes   I want to go back to those days   Some nights i hate you   Sometimes i crave      You and me were okay   You and me were so great      Save me, just save me   Sometimes i still wonder how it would be