Over and over again   it's just another day   Never say never again   Turn around and find a way   Patiently passing the time   it doesn't matter anyway   Feelings and family and friends   it all gets left behind      Nothing seemed to satisfy   Until i finally realized   After all the times i tried   i could always find a way to justify   My actions and my state of mind   Feelings hidden deep inside   The future that i sacrificed   All the excuses were lies      Slowing and dragging me down   Motivation can't be found   Closer and closer it nears   The culmination of all my fears   Further and further i fall   My back right up against the wall   Over and over again   it all gets left behind      Nothing seems to change   There's nothing left to say