I did not mean to stare no but   Sometimes I need to see it my way   There's some secrets I don't share   The truth will only make you sad      Cause I know   It won't show   But I know for sure   Your pain grows   And I'm sure   There's no love   No more      Next time I hope for a normal life   Next life I hope I'll do something right   Next time I'll look for something that feels right   Cause love made me evil   Love made me lonely   I just want to start all over again   I'm not an evil man      Summertime it's been a while   Can't see the sun just want to hide   In my dreams I make you smile   No drinks they only make me cry