The world ain’t no diffrent now   The world ain’t no diffrent now...      Never had a dime   My life a crime   Had be when I was nine   Mom drunk off of wine   Ran with all kind her mind stayed wit the stooper   Till a point she paid no mind to the supper   Stay mad but stay fronting with smiles   Stayed on the groung once and a while   First day of school   Never had nutin to style   Mister colondre stressin I ain’t comin in a while   It was a bummber   Rocking the shit I rocked all summer   On the first day I was feeling some kind of way   And she wasnt trying to do nutin   You would think for the sake of the kids she would enroll in school or   Something   Now I kno then was even harder   Especially for a single mother   Raising me with no father   Shit living up in this tentament   Eating stale m and m’s   Talking wild shit to spanish imigrants   I speak in codes   Man to sivrence   Always quiet then ben dichon to my madre   Even thought she did nutin for me   Acknowledge me as I run down my life story      You don’t kno how crazy it is outside   I die inside   Oh I’ve cried oh I’ve cried   Do you forgive me? ? do you forgive me? ?       Check the skit   No body never gave me shit   If anything a nigga frame me and make me get   3 to 6 my first bid   No doubt up in sparfard   Had to be 12 son had to make a profit   Remembering robbed my moms wit no guilt   Eating pork and beans or corn flakes wit no milk   In school I smacked cats in a hurry   Moms didnt care she was getting drunk wit misses berray   On the first floor   I used to thrist for greenary   Picking pockets wit seth and jay from hundred and sixth street   Yo fuck home   Im tired of geting punched in my dome   Tired of this faggot ass nigga moan   Thats when I started roaming   My hustling game is deep   Cats ya heard   Ran from san fran to manhat tan to newburg   Notorious tell ya friends spread the word   Glorious my life story is obsurd      Chorus repeat 2x      Home from elmira   Got a little writer   Im gonna keep it real still a scheme man coniver   Recognize the struggle live it like a thug do   Hatred in my heart but inside I love you   See no matter what I will extend my arms to hug you   Knowing I am just like you, I am like the double   All I wanna kno is how u pound me down   Yo this shit is real and u realy jerked me around   But any way I am geting paid wit puff now   I can cop u a house I can send you some stuff now   So many levels jail take you   I appreciate jail because it made me appreciate you   Ive been through fire and birth stone   Used to be ? ? ? ? not I cop the gem stone   I remembered when you rushed me   The time you said you should of flushed me   I forgive you ma trust me      Chorus repeat till end