I am desire but you are weak   And I despise the sound of leaks   in veins to quiet to even speak   Just bleed despair but never scream   I am revenge and disbelief   And I regret the tracks I leave   in snow that isn't even deep   I hold the blade, sharp as can be   You had me going out of my head   With all the things that you said   You had me going out of my head   But now I walk away from you instead   I am on fire but you retreat   With arteries so tense they shriek   anemic secrets that won't keep   A heart that numb must choose deceit   I am mayhem and treachery   And dead-ends never bothered me   Your hollow voice shouts, "Victory!"   But whispers, restless, when you sleep,   "She had me going out of my head"   I did descend but now I'm free   And I confess you still seem sweet   But you no longer disarm me   You had me going out of my head   With all the things that you said   You had me going out of my head   But now I walk away from you instead