as i live and breathe   you dont look so different to me      lighter on your feet   but still with such a heavy head      ten to seventeen   it didnt feel so long out here      but i was never clean   i was only trading in a stain   for a new stain      could you feel your hands   wrap around the memory of my neck      of tangled ghosts   yellowing your every inch of power      where in would i please   but i dont sleep at ease      its an ancient sea   and it took my peace away from me      what i wanna say   if you just let me say      what you need to know   is what i have to tell      and when you fell   it was me who hit the ground   and when i spill    you left me empty      mine's the kinda name you could never ever change   and mine's the kind of stain that'll never ever fade      never ever fade...