I’m never gonna talk, I’m never gonna talk about it   I’m never gonna think about it   I’m gonna swallow hard   This couldn’t ever happen, it didn’t ever happen to me   But somehow it did   Did I deserve it?      If you’re as sick as your secrets   Then I predict disaster   If you’re as sick as your secrets   You should know the answer      I’ll fold the sheets into place   I’ll unpick the apple   I’ll make a fuss if I want, this is my disaster      An ambush that I was never meant to see   This is a big mess that I just couldn’t keep to myself      I never wanna go, never ever go back, I’m not safe   I don’t want to go tomorrow, I want to run away   I’m gonna blame myself, I’ll always blame myself for this   An impressive show of ignorance      This is an ambush that I was never meant to see   This is a big mess that I just couldn’t keep      I’ll fold the sheets into place   I’ll unpick the apple   I’ll make a fuss if I want, this is my disaster      An ambush that I was never meant to see   This is a big mess that I just couldn’t seem to keep to myself      I’m never gonna talk, never ever gonna talk about it   I’m never gonna talk, I’m never gonna talk about it