sometimes the voices in my head   start to laugh..... i think of you instead   but the jokes, bury me in the sand   and i choke amd lose all your feeling   i want to walk to the bridge that you always said   you'd jump off if things ever get real bad   but i stop....for fearing that if i did get to the top   i'd follow you      if the stars came down in a million showers   and i made a wish that could truly flower and bloom over you    would take your new life and give something from it   instead of a lie and a broken promise   i'm here....if you care   do you care?      earthquakes throw me right out of bed   these fakes in the land of the living dead   i'd make a run for it but instead i stay   i secretly love it   what did you say? was it me you were laughing at?   you gave us hope, turned around, then you took it back   i want to know was it worth it?   i've got to know was it worth it?      if the stars came down in a million showers    and i made a wish that could truly flower and bloom over you   would you take take your new life and give something from it   instead of a lie and a broken promise   i'm here.... if you care   do you care?