Not there for your child to listen, to teach, to love   Not seen in your eyes always underfoot in the way   your blood in my veins   still you have nothing to say   am I alone?   are you gone?   is there still time left for you to rescue me?   is there still tie left for you to change?   this weight pressing on my head   and the bitterness that you fed me   can you taste it in my words?   the weight pressing on your head   didn't want me to know that you can't take what you gave away   why aren't you teaching me?   why aren't you loving me?   why can't you nurture me?   why are you killing me?