My own fingers have scratch my vest away   Sliding me to the edge of the test today   I said I had to put the drug for my guess to pay   But that was a mistake I had made yesterday   This is a wrong I had drawn to inflict my inside   Every word and every sentence holding me uptight   Like a memory I had wasted until tomorrow was full   Another thought hard to feel until the sorrow was whole   An for that      I'm so sick of feeling like this today   The pain inside just won't take it away   I feel much just as long as I pray   I mesmerize my eyes to where I'm not afraid      I clutch my hands as I stress my time   Hoping to find a place to rest my mind   Every other second I walk across the line   To shelter my crime, I thought I might find   So I'm assuming that the story's been told   When my arm reaches out but only remains alone   Like a memory I had wasted until tomorrow was full   Another thought hard to feel until the sorrow was whole   And for that      I'm so sick of feeling like this today   The pain inside just won't take it away   I feel much just as long as I pray   I mesmerize my eyes to where I'm not afraid      I'm so sick of feeling like this today   The pain inside just won't take it away   I feel much just as long as I pray   I mesmerize my eyes to where I'm not afraid      I mesmerize to push further and catch my breath   To my surprise my feelings sink until I have nothing left   But I choose to stand against the side of me I despise   And if I lose I'm standing here to pay the price   When I mesmerize      I'm tired of feeling the same   I make myself useless   I know that I can change   With no more excuses      I'm tired of feeling the same   I make myself useless   I know that I can change   With no more excuses      I'm tired of feeling the same   I make myself useless   I know that I can change   With no more excuses      I'm tired of feeling the same   I make myself useless   I know that I can change   With no more excuses      I'm so sick of feeling like this today   The pain inside just won't take it away   I feel much just as long as I pray   I mesmerize my eyes to where I'm not afraid      I'm so sick of feeling like this today   The pain inside just won't take it away   I feel much just as long as I pray   I mesmerize my eyes to where I'm not afraid      I mesmerize my eyes to where I'm not afraid   I mesmerize my eyes to where I'm not afraid