I knew you, and confusion defined you   And you let disillusion defeat you   And even though you left me sitting on the front porch   I kept all your letters.      Catholic school brought the worst out in you   Behind your back they pass notes all about you   But those years are the ones I relate you   'Cause just like you   I kept all their letters.      And you gave up on me.   So I gave up on you.      Do you see what happened with me lately   I'm sorry I let you go so easy   It just goes to show what a feigning   woman's desire will give away      You gave up on me.   So I gave up on you.      If you're out there   I'm taking   shots of you, dear   ....with smoke inside   I hope they find you in time      You never once delivered a promise   And to this day I wonder if it mattered   'Cause for me you were always a cynic   Hand over your pride, I've got a craving for it      You gave up on me.   So I gave up on you.      And you gave up on me.   So I gave up on you.      If you're out there...      Just wondering if you're alright   I'm sorry I can't let go      Just wondering if you're alright   I'm sorry I can't let go      Just wondering if you're alright   I'm sorry I can't let go