How I love it when you're down   I love when your wings   are nailed to the ground   and your pain brings me joy   But I'm a lonely and cold jealous boy   And this feeling is all I know   I've been taken and bent by the undertow   I hope you hurt like I hurt, I do   Hope you join in my emotional vertigo      When it rains, it rains, it rains   my memories, they're fading fast   Like watercolors in the rain   So much I want to say   But I'm locked away      How I love when you fail   When your wings are tied down to the rail   When that train run you down   See that smile break down into a frown   Any devil gives credit to me   Turning triumph into sweet misery   Guess I locked my door to love long ago   and the questions don't come   for the answers I know      When it rains, it rains, it rains   all my memories, fading fast   Like watercolors in the rain   So much I wanted to say   but I'm locked away   I'm a lonely and cold jealous boy