with glee I see them come and go   lately their numbers haven't grown   my wheels they grind   when forced to thoughts so kind   they try but my mind is my own   symptoms alone      i must not try to understand   reasons behind this single strand   i waste these days   inside this lonely maze   there's one escape my mind I've blown   symptoms alone      i've heard them say they really care   my mind leaves, my body only stares   they wonder why   they fail so hard they try   the secret's mine so bury my bones   symptoms alone