I can see pieces of memory spitting   Like sparks from a gun that's been fired and hitting   The skull of the soul who was so unsuspecting   And the look in his eye as he's feeling the burn   I can hear flesh as it's being infected   From hot burning lead thats been flying so fast   The sound of the sting as it melts through the skin   And the intake of air that just may be his last   It's happening again   The sleep in my eye is dry blood   It's happening again   I can't hold it back   Hold me   Hold me closer   Tell me   That everything will be fine   Hold me   Hold me closer   Tell me   That I'm not outta my mind   Went to a priest to see what he could tell me   Bout all of the evil that swims in my head   Well I think that his voice had been very relaxing   Cause I fell asleep - now the Father is dead   I started to worry bout what's up ahead   Will I knock on the door of Heaven when I'm dead   Will they know it's not me that I'm not a killer   I don't even know what I did while I'm out   It's happening again   The sleep in my eye is dry blood   It's happening again   I can't hold it back   Show me   Show me reasons   Tell me   Why it's wrong to take lives   Show me   Show me more   Tell me   Why I'm not outta my mind      [Bible passage]      Show me   Show me reasons   Tell me   Why it's wrong to take lives   Show me   Show me more   Tell me   Why I'm not outta my mind