The smallest breath that I could ever take   It's more than these mistakes   And though I never did turn icy blue   This was a color fit for you      You left me with a head full of dizzy thoughts   And a stomach filled with knots   And though it always breaks back down into this   It wasn't ever fit for you      Maybe if you ask me nicely   There's a chance that I might stay   Maybe you should listen closely   'Cause your words get in the way   There's nothin' to say      Oh, don't tell me that your heart aches   Tell me when it all breaks open   And then, and only then can we start again      And I don't want to heal like a plastered wall   So weak, not fixed at all   And even when I said don't tell me who   There was no one on your mind but you      Maybe if you ask me nicely,   There's a chance that I might stay,   Maybe you should listen closely,   'Cause your words get in the way,   There's nothin' to say.      Oh, don't tell me that your heart aches   Tell me when it all breaks open   And then, and only then can we start again   Don't go tellin' me that we'll see   Tell me that you'd kill for me   Darling and then   And only then can we start again