Torn apart, scarred inside   The pain is there although I deny   Obliteration of the human soul   Lost inside no self control   My blackened heart now numb inside   I've come to realize   The truth is here   This pain instantly real   The blade against my throat   I kiss death with cold sharp steel      My life built on a broken foundation   I build higher with no sense of salvation   To watch it all fall   And burn to the ground   Burn it to the ground      I feel it run   Warm, sweet and wet   My life running through my fingers   My blood flows out   And slowly comes the feeling of regress   The last ties I make   Are a noose for my own sake      I painted this picture   A form of art i never understand   The colors fade to gray   Now I've become   The one thing that I hate   No reason to look back      This is the reason I exist   A bullet in the chamber   It's too late to resist   I leave a blood stain on the wall   To oblivion we all fall