I was your sailor, your demon, your lover, your overbearing   Best friend hoping for some attention   I saw through your automatic heartache, and now I know   That love is as love was, it’s downhill from here….      Should I run a million miles away from every memory of you?   Let that be a lesson to me, think not with my heart but with my head.      But I never really had it in me, did I, did I?   No I never really had it in me, did I, did I?   Said I never really had it in me, did I, did I?      I was your armchair, your mattrass, your TV, your everlasting   Talk show host, mouthing “baby, you’re wonderful”   I fell under your control, switch on switch off, robotic   And I lost every ounce of myself.      Should I run a million miles away from every memory of you?   Let that be a lesson to me   Think not with my heart but with my head.      But I never really had it in me, did I, did I?   No I never really had it in me, did I, did I?   Did I, I never really had it in me, did I, did I?      No I never really had it in me, did I, did I?   I never really had it in me, did I, did I?   (No) I never really had it in me, never really had it in me   never really had it in me, did I, did I?      I was your sailor, your demon, your lover, your overbearing   Best friend hoping for some attention