please   watched the world go by   standing in a line    patiently      you could never tell   i haven't been well   it's a lie      days are longer now   since the falling out   changed so fast      aching for lost time   all the ill defined   haunting me      i don't want to die   but i'm sick of life   in this way      memory is short   and everything we fought   it's all lost      it's the scent of you   hanging in my room   stings my eyes      as you never were   i see you dissapear   subtly      my dear apathy   i could never be   din't try      all the plans we made   and all the lines i chased   back to you      please   it's so quiet here   it's so quiet here      you're beautiful   (i deserve much better from you honey   all too soon you'll come around)