There are times when I am left awake at night   Wondering what I did wrong?   Why I am always the failure; the complication?   But still no answer, not one to a prayer   See if they were really answered, I’d still have you here   Like before, like it was   When you made me all those promises    That left me to believe that I was lucky to have you   And I knew you loved me   I’d have no reasons to be crying and lying to myself like I do   Dragging on the story   Not forgetting you    But look at me now   See how I cry   How you really left me to believe   That love never dies   I’m back to before   Just lonely and confused   So what was I to you anyways?   Just another girl to use?