Awake in bed at 4 AM   Awake in bed, 'cause lately sleep ain't been my friend   Dreams leave me with no happy end   Instead it all keeps playing at peace...      And even though I might complain,   You know I feel the same old way about you   I love you 'til the very end   I love you, I can't see my life without you      And we might be a long way from heaven   But I won't give in, no... not like this   I feel it is my Saturn return(....????)   There's a lot we can win, just not like this      I see us past the sleepless nights   I see us past the silent fights and arguing   We'll make it throught the distant phases   We'll make it through the stomach aches and cried tears   Somehow we're back to here again   Somehow we're back to questioning and believing   There's never been a silent end   There's never been a month to spend without you      And we might be a long way from heaven   But I won't give in, no... not like this   I feel it is my Saturn return   There's a lot we can win, just not like this      Silky soft words are forgotten   But your drinking rich warm laughter   Come inside I'll keep you warm   Though it hurts me, leaves me torn   Everytime you lend a hand, our love outlasts the storm again   Again... again...      And we might be a long way from heaven   But I won't give in, no... not like this   I feel it is my Saturn return   There's a lot we can win, just not like this      Yes we might be a long way from heaven   But I won't give in, no... not like this   I feel it is my Saturn return   There's a lot we can win, just not like this